Right One stays

Hope we all doing fine in this pandemic I try to type some mindful "reminder of the day" but recently, i just cant be bother to do anything out of work. Just had a 7-day holiday and I've been binge wathing varity shows and TV drama. And my migranie made me wonder how long i …

16

This is the year when i left home This is the year I start to change This is also the year I know how I am rasing differently This is also the year I want to go back If there is a time machine I will give everything to aborad I will not make different …

Final Chapter

I wonder how long will it take to stop me muttering about my no -fuck happened life Well， it is now I wanted to put an end on whatever I felt about adn experienced with my personal life And honestly, i am not going to stop feeling whatever emotions in my heart But at this …

The lies we live with

As I grow up, I realized that the hardest thing to ask from my fellow beings is Honestly No wonder we are constantly reminded to tell the truth How insecure we can be that we have to romanticize every lies we hear Can we all achieve 100% honest, and the truth is no That is …

A strange jitter

Not sure what 2020 mean to all？ or we just want to randomly forget about everything that is happening I, for one, did not feel any different besides the fact i am very much wanting to be in love Oh, how ironic since i spent a whole fucking year to rent a man or boy …

Sunflower

Howabout faith HOw about positivity Like sunflower it got the most bright name ever until it was under the sun for too long I am like rose and sunflower Every smile ，every thought comes with foreseeing groomy I hated that but i never thoughtof changing it How about law of attraction Suddenly, I start to …

Stay

"Stay", I found this is the most strange word ever It always requires a condition, there is no independency with it Stay becase you belong, you should, you have to , you need to, so on.... I never thought this is the most difficult action in reality but it is These days, I found the …

Beautiful Things

"I just want to wrtite this befored since i will have another mental breakdown this week becasue I cant have my dream job with the almost perfect team ， well with a 70% chance im not getting it，i am not getting it but you know I dont do hopeful thinking or pray"   At some …

Stars

They say every star represent a lost life I forgot the last time i look up the sky and felt a sense of De javu I wonder if i will be a star when I finally end this tiring life I guess not I dont think i am worth of the shining I heard people …

Mid-Night Blue

I haven't been doing a lot with my life It is fair to say i dont feel motivated in anyway For so long, i like to push myself to the edge on a lot of things I used to tell myself" i work better under pressure" But now, i know it is a bad copy …