Right One stays

Hope we all doing fine in this pandemic I try to type some mindful "reminder of the day" but recently, i just cant be bother to do anything out of work. Just had a 7-day holiday and I've been binge wathing varity shows and TV drama. And my migranie made me wonder how long i …

“She Fine”

Try to make sure i still have my sanity in this madness I Got a new job which to cover my rent barely I called my dad yersterday cause it tends out i dont have enough money to cover next month's rent I cant talk anymore or rather i dont know what to say when …

16

This is the year when i left home This is the year I start to change This is also the year I know how I am rasing differently This is also the year I want to go back If there is a time machine I will give everything to aborad I will not make different …

The wrong baby

This post is the next bit for the last post I think i have finally found the reason for the mistakes of my life “ I am the wrong baby for my parents” Before I explain， I want to say that I am very sorry to let my father down After all, he did what …

Before the Storm

What happened before a storm It is the brightest sunny day ever The universe is a fansinating space which you can never know what is going to present next It is also like the most myterious illusion master that you find urself believe in it over and over again I was told to live a …

Final Chapter

I wonder how long will it take to stop me muttering about my no -fuck happened life Well， it is now I wanted to put an end on whatever I felt about adn experienced with my personal life And honestly, i am not going to stop feeling whatever emotions in my heart But at this …

The lies we live with

As I grow up, I realized that the hardest thing to ask from my fellow beings is Honestly No wonder we are constantly reminded to tell the truth How insecure we can be that we have to romanticize every lies we hear Can we all achieve 100% honest, and the truth is no That is …

Alone

Did I write somthing on this adjective？ I bet I did every night when i experience a certain drowning sensation Then I breath heavily not in a sexy way but a desprate way of trying to stay alive It happens so often nowdays Maybe it is becasue i dreamt about my death s many times …

Disguised dreamer

It is not a vision，it is always an illusion I am not happy，I dont know if i will ever be happy or it is not essential to be happy why do you tell me to hustle hard， did it ever occur to you i am doing my best every second What is alive or living …

Sunflower

Howabout faith HOw about positivity Like sunflower it got the most bright name ever until it was under the sun for too long I am like rose and sunflower Every smile ，every thought comes with foreseeing groomy I hated that but i never thoughtof changing it How about law of attraction Suddenly, I start to …