A strange jitter

Not sure what 2020 mean to all？ or we just want to randomly forget about everything that is happening I, for one, did not feel any different besides the fact i am very much wanting to be in love Oh, how ironic since i spent a whole fucking year to rent a man or boy …

Next Stop： Please smile

I ve been reading heavily Well, for me 2 books /month is not light reading I told my mate the other day:" I am going to be a barista" she laughed at me since for a very long time i am in fashino industry But i am actually serious and I love coffee There are …

Alone

Did I write somthing on this adjective？ I bet I did every night when i experience a certain drowning sensation Then I breath heavily not in a sexy way but a desprate way of trying to stay alive It happens so often nowdays Maybe it is becasue i dreamt about my death s many times …

Beautiful Things

"I just want to wrtite this befored since i will have another mental breakdown this week becasue I cant have my dream job with the almost perfect team ， well with a 70% chance im not getting it，i am not getting it but you know I dont do hopeful thinking or pray"   At some …

Listen

“ American is on Fire” Can you believe you wake up one day and see ur home on fire or  worried about getting killed because ur skin colour？ I am in China and I am dispointed that nobody is speaking up I know it doesn't concern anyone Here but I care because this is hate …

Painkiller

For so long, the constant quest for one person is to choose between reality and dream As for me,  i have been choosing reality for the most of time Recently, i realize i have always choosen dream instead I lost counts on how many times  i wanted to give up this useless passion towards fashion …

It is OK to not be OK

Before you read this post, i just want to make a quick diclaimmer " I am not a ray of sunshine in anyway. My mental issues and experiences of being bulied do not near to make me a postive person, everything i felt and wrote is real and I  truely hope you dont related to …

What happens next？

These days I bet we all ask the same question：“what happens next”？ There cant be a more perfect time to ask this while we are still in this pandemic Are we gonna be kind to one and another? Are we gonna tell our friends we love them or we choose to end those toxic relationship？ …

“A beautiful collusion =Fashion “

2020 may take a werid turn, the world wish to restart 2020. As for me, i would love to travel back to time when everything is reckless and  authentic. I'm actually talking about fashion. As fashion weeks come to an end,  more and more brands take references from the past century, guess some good fashion …