The hustle life means…..(normal PPL

Q: how many of us are allowed to speak our mind at work?

“No” is my answer

U know what i dont really care about culture in terms to human rights

I mean without human resource what a company would look like, can any the management image?

Well, for one,there will not be any management team whatever

In fact, listen to ur employees about what they have to say since they are the ones who do all the “dirty work”.

When it comes to dismiss a department or team, stop making decisions behind the doors,Because no hardworking employees deserve to let go with ” It was great to work with u all but …..’ or ‘sorry,we have to let u go”

Hey, fuck off, who do u get make that decisions when u never hear a thing from ur staff.

Also, nobody should have taken the blame for a management team ‘s inability (total personal experiences)

So, u all know what I am going for now ‘ Listen to ur staff and take care of them cause that’s part of ur Job description !’


10 things i learned working as fashion editor (for rookie)

  1. It is never about Fashion

  2. It is never a glamour job

  3. Fashion Editors can be shady when it comes to shooting with celebrates

  4. People in  the industry are  faking a smile  all the time

  5.  U will not making a great amount of money at the beginning (actually u only can cover ur rent at first)

  6. Hanging out with PRs is a great way of making extra cash

  7.   U should pretend u know shit

  8.  Be confident and creative, it will get u farther 

  9.  Aware of sexual harassments at all time

  10.  It is hard to get in so when u r in ,do not exit till u had enough of money &fame

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The thank u note


i first start this blog to share some positive energy in my life and recently i realize the past few posts are so pathetic and full of complains about the wrongs of my life.

I dont have any excuses about that but now i have to tell myself to change and try to see the wonderful in the world and live.

for the last 2 weeks i ve been having insomnia, it is not because i drank too much coffee or anything ( i quit coffee for like 2 wks now) . I only thought it was stress until 2 days ago , i came down with a really bad flu and fever.( Just for ur information, i had a fever only 1 month ago  and back to uni, i only got sick once a year and i drunk,smoke and clubbing all the time)

The i realize i never admit to myself that my anxiety is actually taking over. i never thought my anxiety is this serious,  i guess my body did realize it .

i dont really know what to do but actually live more positively from now on, surround myself with good energy .

for once  , i will have a thank u note everyday to see the good in all the bad of my life.

i know i am scared of so many things .

I dont trust anyone but myself not even my parents.

i told myself every time my life couldn’t get any worse but life just kept having me in the most challenging position.

i worried i would never be successful and employed again, an i even though through when i want to die and wrote a suicide  note already. For now, nothing is changed but an adult realization.

i have thought of giving up but the little self-esteem i have in me kept me going for so long .

Today, i want to thank myself for holding on for this long.

ANd i will say this to myself , u r gonna to be  okay just hold on.

xo Eri


The take overs in fashion

when u r business major,u tend to think everything in a rational way or that is what u should be.

with my remaining passion towards fashion industry so far, i will discuss some crazy things in fashion industry by uactually put my degree in good use.


Brand take overs

Coach buys Kate Spade New york.

Well, hands down for Coach, great business move  as far as i concerned.  This is for sure a well thought take over.  From a business point, Coach does targeted more customer segments than Kate Spade. THe classical Coach bag and the new come back collection with a series of celebrate support ,also, have mention Ariana Grande ‘s dog. Who thought of that.

Kate spade, on the other hand, well, decent price and weridly though materials on their accessories . It’s hard as rock in a bad way. Besides their fun, bright theme park style, they do lack of copmetitive advantages compare to other brands ( cue the Moschino show).

So in conclusion, it’s win for both sides. BUT we all have wait and see for a long run…


Kors takes Choo

I was a bit shocked when i heard about this ..

why Choo,why, just WHY!!!

i dont really know what actually happened in the Choo house but i really though Choo is doin fine with its Shoe collection . ……..

OKay, now i kinda of get it , i mean besides that, Choo didn’t really put out some high profiled items out there. Yeah, they did luch that collection of  Candy clutch. But Kors sales more on thoes.  Still, Kors does give out some “cheap products ”vibe……

all in all,  personally, i do think Choo is trying to expand their markets. We will come back to this in 6 months….

So if u r here to judge my thoughts then go somewhere else caues my editor already jumped on that.

If u r here to offer more data and share ur thoughts as a customer. Then fire away.


Stay icy~



Reasons for absence

i could have blamed the craziness between China and South Korean .

Or even the depressing yet artistic pics of the former president in Jail .

However, as my therpist told me, i should always tell the truth

So the reasons are the good old depression issues.

It seems like i can’t get anything creative or relatable while i am on an emotional roller coster

surely, the finale of ‘Big Little Lies’ or  binging watching ” 13 reasons Why’ is no help

But i would like to think writing is more of my treatment

so shall we move on ……


They are getting better with our age
They lied  in between with  the ideal of self respect and vanity
they are something i discovered as the beauty of life
they healed our broken heart while we r in hell or could 
they become a major part of our lives until we start to live in a illusion
The more we tell the less real we became

One day we wake up to believe all the lies we tell

Then we became better at avoiding the truth

Then we start to giving up on things we used to know and the self we used to own

no matter how many lies we tell and how real they felt

in the end ,it is just a faded image that keeps our ego going in the light of reminding who we are

I’m okay; I’m happy;I’m successful;I’m real;I’m……
all the fine lies we tell…
Then when will it stop?
it is the questions we will never ask

we would rather living in lies than face the harsh truth that we learned about our self

It does not  last long with others.

But we end up creating a whole story around lies

And it goes on and on until we can’t  tell whats real