Howabout faith
HOw about positivity
Like sunflower it got the most bright name ever until it was under the sun for too long
I am like rose and sunflower
Every smile ，every thought comes with foreseeing groomy
I hated that but i never thoughtof changing it
How about law of attraction
Suddenly, I start to believe in that theory
I thought about my past experiences as per usual
The thing is if i want it so bad, i will have it eventually
The only different between me now and then is Patience and the Open mind towards death
I see death as an option in living and a pretty decent choice for a better life
Feel like i lost a bit of the usual confidence of myself
Or i just learned the different between confident and unrealistic wishful thinking
Oh well, what do I know if i keeping facing the cloudy side I love so much
The other day, I finally come out as a bisexual
And i think finally, i want to stop thinking too much over everything
I mean, if its others’ opnoions i cant change em , why would i waist my time on it
If life is up to me then that is obciously the sunny side i need to focus on
Like sunflower, i want to face the sun even in this hot summer
Like sunflower, I want to remind myself , if i believe it so much it will become me
Like sunflower, I am still who am even it is rainning
xx
Erina
DreameR_in Disguise 